Just a little stress or emotion can screw with you.
Well, I’m starting to get a little more consistent with my trap scores being around 20 finally. Three lines tonight, 20, 18, and 20. I had a long post written up about the weird crap that will throw you off your game but I’m canning it so I can concentrate on just one of them.
On my last line, at the last station, I totally failed to properly reload my gun.
As I went to load a shell on the break-action Baikal I saw that the shell didn’t sit flush with the chamber, pushed on it until it did, felt like an idiot because I’d lost my rhythm, called for a bird and was met with a “click” sound. I looked down and the shell was at my feet. My mind was too busy trying to figure out how in the hell I managed to fail to properly reload my gun to concentrate as I made a 2nd attempt at the shot and I missed the damned bird.
Here’s what happened: I had a monumental brain fart when I went to load it and for some reason thought the shell had to fit flush with the barrel. By pushing the shell in further than it should have I gave the springs behind the ejector enough oomph to launch a loaded shell right out of the chamber. When I went to mount I fixed my eyes to the trap house, let go of the shell, it went flying unbeknown to me, I closed the empty action and mounted the gun to my shoulder.
I still have no idea why I did that. I’d already reloaded that gun about 70 times that night alone, at least another 500 times on previous weeks. I know the shell sticks out a bit before you close up the action but my head got the idea that it was wrong and that maybe I’d forgotten to properly resize the hull before loading it or something, I got panicky, and just fell apart.
Why? Emotions. Just a little too much excitement in my brain is what did it. I was on course to shoot a 22, a new high for me. Super duper exciting stuff for me especially considering I’d shot all but one station clean on that line until then.
But, that’s all it took for me to totally fuck up reloading the one gun I’ve reloaded more than any other in the last 6 months and the simplest thing in the world to load on top of that.
Stuff like that makes me really wonder what the frick would ever happen to my gun handling skills if I had to ever use one in defense. That’s going to be 1,000 times more emotionally charged and I honestly do very little training with my defensive guns now that I’m doing all this shotgunning.